Knower, I
Pushed you away
Still don’t know why
Disregarded all this time
Even after what they did to me
Even after what they did to me
What I did to you hurt me even more
Who would have thought
That I’d be the fool all along
And my scars burn again
The itching means healing

And why did I feel the need
Why did I feel the need to push the good I had away?
Didn’t think you could be the one
Didn’t know what I had until it was gone
Did I just ruin my life?

Would having you in my life
Made things easier
Did I just throw my happiness away
Would having you by my side make things easier?
Did I just make myself lonely again?
Would begging make you return
Ever

Knower, I
Was sick all this time
Am melting away
Like a Snowman with burning scars in his chest
You didn’t know
About this virus of mine
I know you could have eased that pain
The sickness in my heart and in my head
I think it made me push you away
It overcame my mind
Made me loose the most precious person I ever met
I know you could have eased that pain

Am I to blame
For wanting someone who
Brings happiness to my life
Am I to blame
For wanting someone
Who fills these burning holes in my heart
Who tends my scars
And gets rid of the lonesliness in me
For wanting someone
Who means nothing but good for me

Because Knower, I
Sometimes I cry at night
The warm tears burn over my scars and
Burn like fire in the snow that is my body
Besides the sickness that I have
Warm tears burn over my scars and
Burn like fire in the snow
Because the pain never goes away
Like the stars billions of miles in the sky
Comes daytime, don’t just go away

Knower, I
Was sick all this time
You didn’t know about this virus of mine
Knower, I
Am melting away
Like a Snowman with burning scars in his chest
I know you could have eased that pain
Would having you by my side make things easier?
Did I just make myself lonely again?
Would begging make you return
Ever, ever