I think my biggest problem
Is loneliness
Because, I think if I weren’t lonely
A lot of problems I have would be solved
And everything would be different
And I wouldn’t have so much time
To be alone with my thoughts

But what makes this worse is
Thinking that I made myself lonely
And now I’m trapped in that
Forever
It seems like
And you’d think like now
I will still meet so many more people
But those people in the past
They’re gone
Like, I lost them
And I’ll never get them back
And I’m just sorry about that
For me, because they were great people and great times
And now I’m by myself again
And I’m also sorry to them because
None of them deserved to just be pushed away
But you know…